i should be working right now but i don't know, i feel irresponsible because i haven't blogged here. haha i know, stupid. but anyway, ive been to a couple of banks again last 2 days. i believe i can call them my hangout now, eww. my auto loan has been approved, by the way. now all i need is the money, hahaha. it makes me think so hard that my 17-year-old sister dropped me off the gate of our village on her own today. i am not a professional driver, neither is she, but we were the only ones in the car and no actual driver was supervising her to drive. crap, doesn't that say a lot about me??? i'm old and i can't drive, omg! well i was able to drive a bit 2 years ago, and i was on manual transmission, k. she, on the other hand, is on automatic transmission, which is easier. and she has more time to practice than me because extra-curricular activities took so much of my free time when i was studying. enough of my excuses. i'm still old and i can't drive! someday i will re-learn it. someday.
i dont feel confident talking about cars with anyone because im not good at identifying car models. i have these categories to identify cars: sedan, van, 4wd, pickup truck, big ass truck with many wheels, and so on. my dad wants me to have a sedan so that it looks feminine (huh?). then i told him that a pickup truck isn't bad. i actually think it would be cool to have a truck! this movie right on track made me realize that. hahahah. speaking of trucks, did any of you see transformers and afterwards start imagining that the buses and trucks on the highway could actually transform in your presence? because i did. i think i got too paranoid and was on the lookout when i was at a parking lot.
i like looking inconspicuously at kids at public transport, just observing how they behave in the presence of their guardian/s and strangers. ok, it's not the kind of observing that alarms social welfare, alright. (im not like some people out there *cough* peds *cough*) well this morning, i was just staring at this little girl who was sucking on an orange lollipop. (perve, get your mind out of the gutter!) in my head, i was like, oooooohhh she better not choke on that thing! she was so content on sucking it, then looking around, looking at the other kid beside her, sucking the lollipop again, looking around... you get the drift. im amused that that lollipop isnt making her act up because of sugar rush.
you know what, sometimes i sit really still and feel my heart beat and blood circulating in my body, and i could just mistake it for a mild earthquake that nobody notices. is that weird?