dear sister

dear sister,

i am not surprised that you read my blog.  it is, after all, published in public. let me just give you a precaution though that your older sister (a.k.a. me) is a douchetastic righteous bitch online and is louder than what she is in person. you dont hear me tell you all the shit i write online because 1) we're not of the same age therefore we think differently, 2) i dont think you would really give a fuck to everything i say, obviously by the way you act like a cunt to me at home sometimes, and 3) i think it's a waste of time to rant to somebody i am not invested in. no, it's not that i hate you because i really dont, but trust me, i can't even rant this much to my own friends. and i have the nerve to call them friends, ha!

i can be transparent when it comes to writing. if you feel shocked/angered/distraught by the things i have written here, go ahead, feel whatever you want to feel. i didnt invite you to read my blog. you came over and wanted to know what i've been up to. you didnt expect the worse, did you? that sucks. im not going to be apologetic though. actually, if you were to confront me about whatever it is on my blog that twists your panties in a bunch, i will clarify shit but i wont say sorry to anything. this blog is me magnified, and my written words already scream for me. if there is anything to "discover" about my online life by n00bs, it is that i write A LOT and i dont like keeping grudges because that would just cramp my style. blogging can be like a quick nookie to me; doing it to get it over with. if you don't approve of my blog impulses, well that's not my problem anymore la la la la.

i am disappointed in you because you don't trust me. whatever image that represents me in your head must be really bad. now tell me who has a malicious mind between us. did it ever cross your mind that sometimes stuff hurts because there's truth raping it from behind? food for thought.

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