im bored out of my mind and trying to fight off drowsiness. i feel sleepy as f*ck it's not even funny. warm water can't wake me up even if my life depended on it and i had to crack my bones loose by stretching in the toilet for the disabled. 'cause you know, it's spacious. hee. if my plans push through, ill be a happy bitch for sure. im doing my best to be patient with time, annoying people, stress, more annoying people and hope for world peace all the time, like optimism is so a miss universe duty. it's not entertaining!!!
last night my brother, with his last-minute homeworks as usual, asked me if i could help him with his video for his religion class, meaning i'll do his video. damn kid. anyway it was about st. teresa of avila. at first i felt horrified because i immediately thought of st. therese of lisieux which is a different saint, of course. i didn't want to do any project with that woman involved. that's because my professor back in the university is a psycho and has an undying adoration for this saint it's crazy. they even almost look alike, scowl, size and all. but anyway, i edited his video. i worked hard on it that i can get an A in a class i don't attend. eventually i learned that this nun founded a convent that follows a life of poverty, hardship and solitude and she was being a smartass on choosing who to let in the convent. she was like, down with STUPID nuns. im serious. she thought that those who are intelligent could figure out what's wrong with themselves that they'd be open for change, while the dimwit ignorant nuns would just be satisfied in being their idiot selves. that was her rationale and i thought that makes her a bitch. true, being a nun isn't the common calling for everyone but if someone wants to be a nun, let them be a nun, what the hell. what does intelligence have to do with it? you've got the church ordering you what to do anyway. clearly your brain won't get much exercise from being obedient. and besides where's the compassion? is this some kind of mensa elite nun convent she didn't want others to destroy for being morons? god. what a bitch.
im wide awake now, thank goodness.
/edit: an operatic rendition of "say it right" here.