Sleep and Stepmother; Sacrament and Sins

been having migraines since yesterday. must be due to lack of sleep. i don't know why but im very sleepy lately. it's like the more i get old, the more sleeping time i need when it should be the opposite, i think.

my stepmother doesn't talk to me so much these days. she just started talking to me on my birthday then she reverted to her old ways of ignoring me. im getting used to it. i mean, what was grade school for, right? all the school bullies gave you training for real life! im not usually the person who holds a grudge anyway so *shrug*.

why are most of the adams i am familiar with unlikeable? the adam here at work, adam lambert, adam monroe, geez. i hate you all. the name adam is associated to "earth". if that is the case, it would be very much appreciated if you go back to where you came from. thanks.

ive been annoying some people online lately not because of any wrongdoing i have committed but because they are just prissy queens. i tried as much as possible to irritate them with whatever response i could think of. i dont know what came over me but i asked someone if they were on their period because they were all up on my ass and later on wished them that they keep on bleeding. (death wish victory!!) i seriously wouldn't have said that had they been nicer or at least diplomatic. i cant even count how many times i was called an idiot today. i hope it had been therapeutic for them to call me that because life is oh so tough. i mean, how many times do you meet someone online who would willingly let you call them an idiot? on second thought, never mind. i already know one and i don't want to be associated with that person.

i didn't do much during the holy week. my family isn't that religious so we didn't pray or whatever. my father wanted us to go to church but we decided to stay in instead. that would have been interesting. i have not heard mass for the longest time. i dont know anymore what they sing at the church. i used to sing a lot of church songs and receive the holy eucharist when i was younger. the church doesn't feel the same to me anymore which is kinda sad. oh well.

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