Sleep, Shit, Singapore and Smut

i pretty much struggled this morning as i could not keep my eyes open. i feel really sleepy. i already took a couple of trips to the wash room to splash my face with cold water. i've also drank coffee much to the dismay of my discolored teeth. still i found them ineffective in keeping me awake. it is then that i was faced with a big mistake i have done in the past that shook things up for me. just when you thought you got over something that it comes creepin' at you at an unexpected time and makes you realize that you just repressed your feelings. i got busy, i forgot about it and it came back to "haunt" me today. it's not a big deal. i just wrote it here to take note that finally i found something that would keep me awake when i need to. it's not the most pleasant thing to stumble upon but at least i could do something to correct it in a way and get moving.

on a lighter note, i kind of miss singapore but i know it's because of the silly ~grandeur of it all. i was a tourist, of course i had money to spare and only went there for a vacation. if i got broke in singapore, i wouldn't enjoy my stay. hehe. oh and i painted my nails on my left hand with 5 different colors. it looks silly too because my other hand is clean and the paint is chipping, but i don't care. this is somewhat what i've picked up from singapore: noone really gives a damn about how you look when you're out and about. this makes me want to have my hair dyed red now, haha. the curly isn't happening though, i think. my hair is too short for curls.

still watching tomb raider 2. i need more time to sleep so i've pushed it aside in the mean time. i've also bought another book from a sale (not again!!!). it's indian in a cupboard. ive seen the movie before but i don't remember it anymore. and i dont think the book will help me remember. that's how clueless i've become to that movie.  speaking of reading material (or not really) i was at another book store and saw vintage playboy and hustler magazines, zomg!! i want to buy them but they're still expensive as hell. i just want to see how much smut has changed over the years. there's probably an abuse of stockings, i assume. and hairspray too. hmmm.

tags: sleep  mistake  regret  singapore  travel  tomb  raider  indian  in  cupboard  book  vintage  playboy  hustler  magazine  

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