"Spring cleaning"

i'm transferring blog entries as we speak. i just had that "what if i shut this blog down" thought again that's why im thinking of the possibilities and doing this grueling task which i set myself up to. le sigh.

work is such a bitch. that's why i haven't found the time AND effort to write something on here.

kimberly caldwell is a such a loser actress. can't judge her on her singing because i've never heard her sing at all. i only know her from that moffatts music video and last night, that wrong turn 2 movie which was idiotic. lol and she dated david cook. that's about it.

ive had thoughts of getting laid off from work and what im going to do. to be honest, it disheartens me whenever i look at my resume or when i go over a job vacancy site. that sinking feeling, i couldn't shake it off. it was a horrible experience for me looking for a job so that feeling is not welcome at all. so gross and nasty. i guess what im going to do when i get laid off from work *knock on wood* is to enjoy my freedom for a little while. id probably rearrange furniture, or do some general cleaning, maybe even gardening (which automatically means getting rid of weeds. i dont really have a green thumb, yknow). our house is a mess and i couldn't help much because i work and/or i feel lazy. i just feel down when i do something at home and it's taken for granted. like cleaning the living room only to get home at night and see it ravaged by storm (aka my siblings) or some shit i don't know. ive also cleaned my sister's room a couple of time but it goes back to looking like a rathole, i swear. i hate it. im not even a clean freak, im more of an organizer freak. i can understand if the house is dusty because it's not like we are living in a vacuum, but for it to look like we get robbed, like, every week induces migraines. it's one of the reasons i don't like inviting people in my house. BIG FAT NO.

i also plan to get back in shape, like for real. im serious. i miss good health. 2 hours of hard training a day was like nothing back then. i'd probably go visit my coach and ask if i could play with his soccer kids in high school or something. nope, i don't think i could do the team thing anymore. that would really ask too much of my time, and im pretty sure my dad wouldn't really approve of it. i mean, he would, i know he wouldn't be able to resist my pleading if i did plea, but he'd be disappointed at me.

also!!! on a different note, i've been thinking of a business. but it's an expensive one, i guess. huhuhu. but i think it sounds like a good idea if someone with lots of money could develop it. well cdr-king provides lots of shit in the philippines, even their own line of products, but i was thinking of a usb shop that would sell anything with a usb port or plug. accessories, man. lots of them. different kinds, sizes and colors of usb drives. and shit you never thought could be attached to a computer. i figured that kids nowadays are more tech-savvy, then why not let them spend on function and design? in the store, there will be lots of glass cases which store these items (reminiscent of the ones in japan, i forgot the name for it) and the people would go in and out to check out the display. usb shit that makes your mouth water when they're not exactly food, damn. security would be a bit strict, i guess, since shoplifters would find the store appealing.... gaaah im rambling and daydreaming again. no, i guess it's not gonna happen. that would be tight though. i even thought of a website + blog already. and im like, i know a friend who could design a site for me and shet...

woowoowoo check out this entry i came up with this old show called short cuts. it used to be on disney channel back in early 2000. it was coo. here.

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